400 crunches a day……

and i am tired of it, 400 regular crunches a day plus 100 side crunches and a half hour on the ab lounge….2 TWO hours a day exercising (not counting the crunches) and nothing at all to show for it…am i tired of this shit? oh hell yes I AM SO FREAKING TIRED OF IT…..i am whining, because i am sick of the food i am eating, the routines i am doing with not a freakin thing to show for it other than a glob of fat on my lower stomach and back fat too……i want to start the chainsaw and just carve the shit off because i truly believe that is the only way i’ll EVER rid myself of this shit, it’s disgusting, and gross and nasty….sorry for the downer posts the last couple days but i am not doing well at all, am sick of pretty much everything lately….Stupid people, people with excuses, people who are not responsible, people who think the whole world revolves around them, people who have NO regard for other peoples struggles…ohhhh not a good start to the week is it? Damn sorry girls